Week 5: What is happiness to me?

These days, I am very happy when I am watching anime while drinking. I like spending time alone. So, that makes me happy.

But I don't think it is the happiest thing.
It is not that I want to feel happy. I do not look for happiness.
I think searching for happiness is kinda meaningless.
What I take for granted, when I think nothing, those who are with me, where I want to stay,...these things make me happy, I guess.
When I am happy, I may not think "oh, I am happy!" or something like that.
So, I may not realize what happiness is unless I lose it.

Going back to my favorite time....
I am happy when I am doing that. But it doesn't mean I feel happy when I am watching anime and drinking. I have to say that when I am doing homework or something, I notice I was happy when I was doing that. I really want to go back watching anime and drinking while writing essay or something.

I can watch anime and drinking whenever I want (almost).
But there is something I cannot get back if I lose it.
I have to be careful to lose nothing.


So, to tell the truth, I cannot answer the question, "what is happiness to me?". Sorry.--